You couldn’t make your mind up 
So your hands are here again 
Packin’ in just one more drug 
And then one more drug again
 
And I hate to see you like this 
Cause it always breeds despair 
And you know that more than I do 
And I can’t help you 
Friend 
 
Ah You say I hate what I’ve become 
Ah And could I somehow be reborn
 
If I could only make my mind up
And never have to choose again 
I wouldn’t have to turn to one more drug 
And become one more drunk that’s dead 
If I could let a better man choose 
If he could live within my bones 
Would that rectify my wrongs
or tear me in two
 
Ah I hate what I’ve become 
Ah I hate what I’ve become 
I hate what I’ve become 
He said 
Until becoming came to death